"The doctor looked down at the call button and then at my sling. He then shot a pointed looked at a blushing nurse."How long ago did you awaken?" the ...doctor asked."How in the hell would I know?" I asked."Of course, of course," the doctor said."If you would have let me stay here like I wanted to there wouldn't have been a problem," I heard Carrie say. I reached across the pat her hand that was on my arm."Jesus, what a stupid idea that was," I said to change the subject. "It seemed so much easier. Benjamin was going to love me no matter what. I just knew it, as would Jim and Millie. They wouldn't turn away from me. What made us the way we were was too strong.As I worked it all over in my hurting head, I was doing my best to wash my face and brush my teeth. It was very slow going because it made my head hurt.After several failed attempts to comb my hair around the bandages, I gave up, looked up, and discovered that I had a visitor.Kevin," he said somberly. "My name is..."I cut him off.. I'm not proud about doing it, but I told my guardian to let me know anytime that Diane got into any situation that was sexual in nature. I didn't need to wait too long either, the next afternoon Diane was over at Leon's apartment. I took some comfort from the fact that he was unable to get even a slight erection, in spite of her new breasts and her oral attentions to him. I had the guardian stop the tape, and instructed him to cancel my previous instructions concerning Diane's sexual. . "What would ordinary people want with computers?". To this day, Hewlett-Packard kicks themselves for that choice.Likewise, the importance of me meeting Feliniac was not so apparent to me. We both liked each other a lot, which for our personality type was a monumental achievement. I mean, we became fairly good friends. But neither of us recognized that while this was significant for us, it was significant for the other person, as well.In the meantime, I progressed forward in other areas of my.