I sent him a message back that said, "I can't stop thinking about you too. I need to be with you again. Where and when?" We went back and forth for... a little while until we decided that a good time to meet would be a Friday night when Ellie would be out with her girlfriends. I told Ken he could come to our place, but he would have to be gone by 1 am the latest. Plenty of time for us to have some fun. On the days leading up to our date, I bought myself some new clothes so I would be all. I hadn’t expected her to be so willing after not having gotten anything out of her during our relationship. I reached down to my belt, grabbing my key to take the hand cuffs off her I spun Laura around lifting her up onto the hood of the car leaning down brushing my lips against hers, parting them with my tongue. Laura reached down and started undoing my belt, fumbling with the clasp I reached down to help her sliding my gun belt off and setting it on the ground. She quickly slid off the hood. ." I began to plead."I gots to think on this," he cut me off, "so shut that faggot mouth of yours!"With that he just turned and walked out of the room, leaving me there; my mouth hanging agape.I went on about my day. I did not see staff sergeant Tyler at all. I thought that was because he had left. Usually, charge of quarters duty lasted for 24 hours, then you had the next day off to rest. The thoughts of our encounter that morning and the assault the night before tormented me the whole. The dreams had stopped. And I couldn’t help but think that it was because I was now in a situation that meant there was no prospect of me having sex any time soon.Because let’s face it, Vanessa and I weren’t going to be having sex. Sure, we got hot and heavy a few times and there’d been times when she’d had this look in her eye ... But we always backed off. We always went to sleep in separate beds even though it was getting harder and harder to do that.We’d agreed right at the start that sex.