You rejected me, that made things even worse. Despite your explanation. I thought it was an excuse. But when you did make love to me, I gradually bega...n to feel sexy. You built me up. I really hated the idea we'd have to go our separate ways. But I thought, with what you'd given me, that maybe, one day, I'd find a man who thought I was attractive, worth something, for myself. Sailing Serendipity; being trusted to stand a watch, that helped, too." Okay..." It's just ... I like Eva, and I feel. He took off running after her, thinking the game was on. It was incredible, he never ran as he ran that night. He felt he could go on and on forever if he wanted to. They ran about ten miles, at what he thought was an astounding speed. It was — he had no way in knowing it exceeded forty miles an hour at times. They met with a few cars heading in the opposite direction. Both of them slammed on their brakes when they saw them — something — running down the road at such speeds. He could only. I got the girls to bed. Jim, Dana and I sat around talking about everything from when we first started dating, to our wedding, to the girls being born. Jim turned in early as he usually does on work nights and I stayed up a little longer. As we chatted, I could tell Dana had something she wanted to say, but I didn't want to give her the chance to say it."Okay, well, I've got to get to sleep," I told her and got up from the table."Oh, no," she pouted. "It's not even ten o'clock yet." Should I. Even though our hormones were starting up we didn't let them control our lives. At least not yet.Another fun thing we did was to go to the park. I would push Jen on the swings higher and higher until she cried uncle. Then one time I sat on the swing and had Jen sit on my lap facing me and we would swing together. It was hard to build up any altitude but we had a good time anyways. We would go down the slide with her sitting on my lap and crash into a jumbled heap at the bottom laughing our fool.